...But NO answer.
Well, my fear kinda came true. The pulmonologist didn't really notice anything irregular in Colton. I guess this is good because nothing is wrong with my child or his airways so he does not need surgery. However, he can't explain the odd breath holding breathing thing he does. I really REALLY didn't want to hear "Yeah, that is weird. I don't know why he is doing that"...but that's what I heard. So, door closed to problem in his airways, but door NOT closed to why he breathing irregularly and not moving at all.
I'm frustrated. disappointed. and confused.
My mind is racing with questions that I can't get answers to.
Is there really nothing wrong with Colton and he's just breathing weird for no reason? Is the non movement not connected at all with the breathing? Is it still connected and I just don't know how? Do I now go to a neurologist (pulmonologist mentioned it) to make sure there is nothing going on with breathing or movement? If I go neurologist, am I just wasting more money on a wild goose chase? Do I exhaust all possibilities just to make sure he's okay? How much MORE money could I possibly spend on medical bills this year? When do I start him in physical therapy? How long will it take him to move if he really has no problem? How long will it take him to move if he DOES have a problem? When will we recognize if there is a problem or not?
I'm trying to see the positive right now, but I'm more just feeling let down.